Odd mood swings
Today I have been experiencing the oddest emotional roller coaster I can remember experiencing. Not that it’s the largest, but rather the oddest. To explain… The first and only career I can really ever remember wanting was becoming a doctor. Sure, I fantasized about being an astronaut, and the President of the United States, and a lawyer, and a judge, and a firefighter, and a magician (a real one, that could actually use magic, and not just fool people into thinking he could use magic), a movie star, a theater star, a rock star, you know all the normal things that kids dream about. But the only one that ever really had my heart in it was medicine. So when I got old enough to actually make decisions about my future (this age appears to come sometime during the 10th grade, for people who grew up in my town and went to my high school), I told my high school counselor that I wanted to be a doctor. I think she probably rolled her eyes, because almost everyone wants to be doctor, or at least it often feels that way to someone in my current position. At any rate, she gave me some advice that was helpful enough that I don’t remember it at all now, and I felt like I’d made the first step toward fighting the evils of disease.
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